35 – Tribulation, Strangulation And Adulation

January 26, 2013 Leave a comment


The first time that I didn’t go to see the Stranglers was when I was a very young, naïve and innocent fifteen year old.

Punk had just been dragged spitting and cursing into the world and suddenly my peer group was transformed from a bunch of high-waisted-flare-bottomed-trouser wearing, wedgie shoe’d, do-good schoolboys with sensible haircuts into a snarling, rebellious pack of plastic bin-liner clad, safety pin and razor blade adorned, Mohican’ed, violent anti-socialites with no jobs, no hope and no future. Apparently. The music was loud, raucous, disliked by parents everywhere and just plain fucking awesome, but I wasn’t so sure about this sub-culture that seemed to have sprung up around it… it was just a tad too far out of my comfort zone.

And so, when it became known that they, The Stranglers, would be playing in their home town of Guildford, which just so happened to be my hometown at the time,  some of the more adventurous and outgoing of the aforementioned peer group announced it would be great for us to go to the gig. I suddenly became very aware of reality. After a brief struggle with my inner psyche, against which I didn’t stand a chance and was soon hopelessly overpowered, I came up with a plausible excuse as to why I would be unable to go to the gig, as much as I actually wanted to..

I don’t remember the actual excuse, but it must have been quite convincing and I’m sure it saved me from such atrocities as acute bodily violence, spittle-drenching and character perversion. And I regret that I didn’t go to this day still.

I didn’t go to see The Stranglers lots of times after that. Until I was 35 in fact.

Apart from that very first time, it’s not as though I deliberately avoided going to see them. The opportunity just never arose again like it did then. Once the punk paranoia had petered out, The Stranglers kind of faded into the background and I was overtaken by the need for metal and rock. There were far too many other exciting bands to be seen and the works of Mr. Cornwell and his crew were consigned to the dimly lit recesses of the record collection, only to shown the light of day on very random occasions. But I never lost my affection for them.. they were, after all, part of the package that plucked me from my pubescent pop purgatory and I would always remain faithful.

By the time I was in my mid thirties I found myself. Literally.

Cast out from a marriage and the family environment, I unexpectedly became a bachelor and, in the true spirit of bachelordhood, I began overcoming my sorrows by living life to the full, starting with reliving my youth. This of course meant beer, music and parties, in no particular order but preferably all at once.

Part of my healing process involved the friendship of long time buddy, Ian.

Like me, he was also a stalwart Stranglers fan, even though I once heard him proclaim that the Stranglers were the only band that actually devolved.

He rang me one day. Come and visit next week, he said. Stay over, we’ve got Stranglers tickets, he said. Got you one too, he said. See you next week! I said.

And that’s how I came to be in the Derngate Theatre, Northampton, aged 35 and seeing the Stranglers for the first time, some twenty or so years since I had turned down the opportunity to see them in their prime.

Perhaps it was the guilt, or deep-rooted embarrassment that had subconsciously kept me away from seeing them over the years, but by the time they appeared on stage in 1997 I finally put all that behind me and got on with enjoying the show.

The only downside of the night was being in the upper tiers of a seated venue. Stand up or sit down was the full extent of our mobility and crowd participation, which did somewhat detract from the full gig experience.

Fast forward another fifteen years and I’m now in possession of tickets to see them again toward the end of March.

This time I am completely absolved of any past misgivings. This time I saw the opportunity myself and seized it gladly. I bought the tickets and I’ll get myself there. With a bit of luck I’ll pogo my way to the front row where I can get full benefit from the spittle showers and maybe come away with a bruise or two because there’s nothing more rebellious or anarchic than a middle-aged punk rocker.

I wonder if I can grow my Mohican back in time for it?


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13 – Hello!

October 31, 2012 Leave a comment

SPACE In February 1979, at the Hälle Munsterland in Germany, I watched with envy as some kid caught John Cohglan’s drumstick when he threw it into the crowd after a pretty awesome solo.

SPACE A little later I felt the greenness returning when Francis Rossi, once he had finished mopping his glistening brow, hurled his sweat-soaked towel into the assembled mass of an adoring audience. A brief melee ensued until I saw it held triumphantly aloft like a trophy or the spoils of war. And I could only curse myself for having chosen to stand here, instead of over there in the direct line of fire.

SPACE I had the last laugh though, for during a lull in the lively proceedings and once  the band finished trading greetings and jocularities with the audience, I waited until the absolute last moment. Then, just as I sensed that they were about to start the next number, I jumped as high as I could and shouted out “Hello!”

SPACE Rick Parfitt happened to be looking in my direction and he shouted back, to me, “’Allo!”

SPACE The rest of the gig was a blur. I didn’t get a drumstick or a smelly towel. I maintain that with Mr. Parfitt’s personal greeting I got something far better. Nothing tangible, but something that will always be with me. The drumstick would have been nice though…

SPACEA year later I was back in the UK, my brat-pack travels as a dependant of the British Army well and truly behind me. As a newly turned 18 year old my adult life was just starting, and what better way to kick it off than a two hundred mile trip to Leeds to meet a friend, then another one fifty or so to Stafford to see the Hottest Band In The World.

SPACE My love of KISS, courtesy of my mate Kev in Germany, has been well documented. The fact I was now making this pilgrimage to see them play, here in the UK for the first time, was testament to my adulation.

SPACE September the 5th, 1980. A date that is synonymous with my musical enlightenment. Only my fourth ever gig but by far the most important to me. It was symbolic of a Rite of Passage. It would be the furthest I traveled on my own to an event I had wholly planned, organised and paid for myself..

SPACE The buzz in Stafford was incredible. Special buses had been laid on from the train station to Bingley Hall. The venue was a heaving sea of denim, hair and leather, and it was packed solid. Arriving quite late we agreed there was no way of working our way toward the front of the crowd so we stood our ground toward the back and waited for the show to start.

SPACE Researching that show now and thinking back to then, I don’t think I was aware at the time but the tour was called the ‘Unmasked’ tour which was also the name of their latest album. Yes, that album. If Dynasty had marked the beginning of the end, then Unmasked merely proved the cynics right.

SPACE Also unbeknown to me at the time was that this tour was to be the last that featured Ace Frehely (well, for 16 years anyway). One sad fact that I was aware of though, was that this would be the first tour that did not feature the percussionist talents of Peter Criss, having left to be replaced by Eric Carr.

SPACE But all of that didn’t really matter. I got totally blown away by the show. I saw Gene Simmons fly across the heads of the crowd, spewing forth blood as it erupted from his mouth. I saw fireworks and flames and incredible lighting. I saw Space Ace let go of his guitar which then rose into the air, smoking and sparking until he went off stage and came back with another one. He then proceeded to shoot pulses of light at the floating guitar until it exploded in flames and fell to the floor whereupon he smashed it into pieces and showered them onto the crowd. Marooned at the back, not even close enough to have been slightly spattered by Gene’s bloody spittle, I could only feel rising morosity as another missed opportunity to catch a piece of rock memorabilia passed me by.

SPACE I made do with a silk scarf and a program, and an early morning ride on the milk train back to Leeds. But at least KISS were crossed off the list and I had another memory that would never be forgotten, even if the ‘Catch Something Thrown By A Rockstar’ tick box still remained elusively blank.

SPACE As the Eighties finally escaped from the shadow of the Seventies, the most notable thing happening on the music scene was the New Wave absurdity, which was all hair-do’s, make-up, fashionable clothing and romanticism. And that was just the boys.

SPACE Our ears were assailed by the warblings of the likes of Soft Cell, Adam Ant, Boy George, Altered Images, The Human League, Duran Duran, Depech Mode… the list is endless and I’m sure you get the picture. But once more, lines were being drawn in the sand, across which no true metal head would dare step.

SPACE Luckily for the denim mob, we had our own new wave going on. Back then it was just another new band, another great gig, another awesome album. As good as or better than the last, sometimes not, but in all cases it was music being created.

SPACE These days, that era is reverently referred to as NWOBHM, pronounced NEWWOBBEM. Quite simply, we were living through the New Wave Of British Heavy Metal. One of the great exponents of the genre at the time was a radio 1 DJ by the name of Tommy Vance who hosted The Friday Night Rock Show on the radio. And through the dark times of Tainted Love, Karma Chameleon and Ant Music we sought solace and refuge with our radios tuned to TV on the Radio.

SPACE And into this melting pot of musical mayhem came an urge within me to experience more and more live music. The closest and most convenient venue was the now sadly departed, West Runton Pavilion. A legendary and hallowed place in the annals of rock concert history. A place where up and coming bands, too numerous to mention, cut their teeth on the tour circuit. Tucked away far up on the North Norfolk coast it was probably one of the most unlikely locations ever thought of but it welcomed with open arms young bands such as Thin Lizzy, Black Sabbath, ACDC, Blue Oyster Cult, Status Quo and Iron Maiden to name but a few.

SPACE The biggest band I got to see there was the incredible Motorhead, on their Bomber tour. I was also lucky to see Magnum, Saxon and my piece de resistance, the wonderful Diamond Head.

SPACE They were a four man band from Stourbridge and their popularity soon earned them a cult following. By 1979 they were supporting big acts such as ACDC and Iron Maiden so by the time I saw them in ’82 they were well established as a noted forerunner of the NWOBHM phenomena. Later in the Eighties they would be cited as a major influence by bands such as Metallica and Megadeath.

SPACE But I didn’t really care about much of that. I was in seventh heaven. We had arrived in good time, fought a path to the bar and grabbed a fourpack of the notorious Breakers Malt Liquor, the only known beer that could bang the inside of a headbangers head while he banged his head to headbanging music. It was a required source of sustenance while stuck in the middle of the heaving crowd. But I’d gone one better and actually made it to the front, for the first ever time. In the heady days of pre-Health and Safety officialdom there were no safety barriers to contend with. Being at the front meant leaning on the actual stage.

SPACE West Runton was my church and I was at the altar. Finally.

SPACE I don’t recall the set list. If you know anything about Diamond Head you’d recognise the titles of the songs I know they played such as It’s Electric, Sucking My Love, Shoot Out The Lights and Helpless. Much of what they played back then has gone on to become classic rock songs and is often heard on rock radio stations today. And there I was, in total awe of these guitar playing demigods (and the drummer of course) offering my soul in exchange for eternal rock n’ fuckin’ roll ecstasy.

SPACE And then it happened. Brian Tatler, founding member, lead guitarist and all-round, long-haired, nice guy, finished whichever song they had just been playing and threw his plectrum into the crowd. Or to be more precise, he threw it at me and I caught the damn thing!

SPACE Words cannot adequately describe my feelings at that exact moment.. My devotion to the faith had paid off and my reward was just and fitting. It was no drumstick, or splinter of broken guitar. It was a small triangular piece of black plastic with rounded points, and embossed with the immortal words ‘Gibson Medium’ in silver. And thirty years later, I still have that particular piece of manna, along with the autographed program which I got them to sign when I went backstage after the gig and met them all, to shake their hands, and say “Hello!”


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87. Death Of A Beastie Boy

May 9, 2012 1 comment

Just lately, it seems that every time I switch t’internet on, another rock star has died. Some of them have been knockin’ on heaven’s door for a while and news of their demise came as no real surprise. Others have trod the stairway to heaven far too early, their deaths being bitter pills to swallow. Some were victims of their own careless addictions, others fallen to fatal afflictions. But all sadly missed, by many. All with their own stories to tell and all leaving memories, and connections, behind them.

And so it came to pass, what seems like a lifetime ago, I met Mike.

He and his wife, Betsy, moved in next door. They were actual real ‘Merkins, from L.A. no less. He was a ground crew sergeant in the USAF based at Mildenhall, about 10 miles from here. They moved in, to what they termed as ‘off-base housing’, sometime in the early summer of 1987.

In true American style, and as a foretaste of what was to come, his introduction to me was to offer me a Budweiser while I was working in the front garden. And our friendship was forged.

 Before long the friendship of our households became the epitome of all that is good and drunken in the greater schism of Anglo-American relations. We introduced them to different aspects of our culture such as proper beer, yorkshire puddings, Marmite, Sunday Trading laws, driving on the left and just four channels of TV. They brought to the table such previously unheard of delights as unlimited Buds/Millers/Coors, BHX, 24 hour 10 pin bowling, Superbowl, M&M’s, DIY pizza, Dorito’s, CheezeWhizz, amazing geographic ignorance, and a totally indifferent view to anything except their own concern. Hell, we loved ‘em! And, have to say… I think they loved us!

But we did enjoy a most awesome friendship, man. Mike really was a fish out of water. Think LA surfer dude. Beach bum by day, parrr-tay animal by night, think Mike. If I was American, I could have been him. Or, I would have liked to have been him. Saying that, he wasn’t the most handsome of guys, having been cursed with a cleft palate at birth. The resultant scar gave him what seemed a permanent snarl and maybe explained much of his general demeanour. Not that it bothered me and not that it stopped him from enjoying life and anything parrr-tay orientated. Much Budweiser was supped. Many nickels were tossed and against foreheads, cans were crushed.

 He was a breath of fresh air. A month or two after their arrival he asked for a favour. Would I mind driving him to Ipswich, some 40 miles away, to the import compound, to pick up his motor that had finally arrived from Stateside. No problem I said.

They had to jump start the car, the battery having jumped overboard on the voyage but once that was done Mike was back in his comfort zone, ready to cruise.

It was a bright red Cadillac Camaro. It was goddam fucking awesome and I followed them home all the way up the A45 in the outside lane at 50mph… They loved the car and so did I. We had several trips out in it although I never got to actually drive it. The whole idea of a ‘column shift’ held a few horrors for me and I politely passed on proffered opportunities. Sadly the Camaro didn’t last long. Mike and Betsy started feeling the pinch of whatever financial demons they were carrying and got rid of it in partial exchange for a less thirsty and more suitable Ford Capri.

And so you ask, what has the death of a rockstar got to do with a long past friendship with an American beach bum? And more importantly, which rockstar?

It was a hot summers day. I remember being in shorts and the windows of the front room being wide open. It can’t have been too long after Mike and Betsy had arrived from the States because he had just finished setting up his beloved stereo, which was the reason I had gone round. He was dying to show it off.

Their front room was minimalist to the extreme. Couple of sofas, tv, two huge speakers and the stacking stereo system. Kenwood. Lights and dials everywhere. Deck, cassette, cd, tuner, amp and equaliser. And with a huge volume knob that went up to at lest 11.

His hallmark track will always be ‘Hotel California’ by Eagles (Apparently, something I heard just recently, Don Henly gets might pissed off by people saying The Eagles, instead of just, Eagles.)

Mike took great pleasure in demonstrating the power of his stereo by playing this most bodacious track. It would be pretty cool right now to claim that was the first time I ever heard it, but I somehow think it wasn’t as it was released about eleven years earlier and I hadn’t exactly been living under a rock since, but the reverence with which he played it was uplifting and as short a time ago as just a couple of months I distinctly remember claiming that there wasn’t a day go by that I didn’t hear the song played at some point on the radio. I think Mike played it at around mark 5 on his Kenwood. And I have loved the song ever since.

 But the most defining point of Mikes existence for me, and a moment that shall ever be synonymous with everything he was and ever wanted to be, was the next track he played for me.

It was of course, not that my build up gave any inkling, Fight For Your Right by The Beastie Boys. And here was a song, and a band, I had never heard of before. They were total ‘Merkins.. young, loud and brash… and sporting stolen VW emblems as jewellery.

As a confirmed metalhead I really didn’t know what to make of this rock-rap. But it was new and different and I was drinking his beer, so I sat and listened. And loved it. I don’t really know how far Mike turned his volume up. If someone fired a pistol behind me, I doubt I would have heard it but it was the sort of loud that once there was a lull between tracks, the silence was more painful than the music. It was the sort of loud that riveted you to your chair and you clutch your chest to stop your heart from bouncing around as it’s buffeted by the booming bass.

Halfway through the next track, where I really am awake all the way to Brooklyn, there is a sudden, deafening silence, where I think I have finally gone deaf.. my years of gigging have culminated in a coup de grace courtesy of Kenwood and The Beastie Boys until I was aware of someone talking though the open window whom Mike had caught a glimpse of out of the corner of his eye, ‘cos he sure as hell didn’t hear him.

The someone had come to complain about the noise. Mike was like yeah whatever but the neighbour was like, quite insistent. Mike asked him where he lived and the when the neighbour said ‘the next street…’ Mike was like… ‘oh.. okay dude..’ And we listened to the rest of the album, License To Ill at a very boring 3 or maybe 4 once the party pooper had retreated.

 And that, dear reader, is that. I do not own, nor ever have or will own a Beastie Boys album in any shape or form. But from that day to this and way beyond I will always think of Mike when I hear them on the radio or tv.

There’s your connection. Adam Yauch, or to give him his stage name of MCA, was a founding member of the Beastie Boys and died at the tender age of 47 on May 4th 2012 after a battle with cancer. Up until the point of his death, if you had said his name I wouldn’t have known who you were talking about.

 Mike and Betsy went back to LA in ’89. They left their dog, a manic little Yorkie terrier called Snoopy with us, promising to send money for shipping it out when they could afford it. Snoopy eventually went to live with our other next door neighbours. We kept in touch with Mike and Betsy for a while until Betsy rang one day to say that Mike had been in an argument with a bouncer at a night club, fighting for his right to party, and had ended up being thrown down the stairs. He spent two days in a coma before his life support was deemed pointless.

 Mike was no beastie boy, but he was my connection to them and far more significant because of it. I miss him.





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12 – About Fast Food, Love, Life and Death

July 30, 2011 5 comments

1980 was probably the most defining year of my youth.

If my 18th birthday, in the June of that year, was to be my passing from adolescent to adult, then the previous two years had been, as well as formative, my Rites of Passage. I had sat my exams again, fallen in and out of love several times,  left school, started work, popped my cherry, seen Monty Python, attended a proper party, watched porn, been a DJ, publicly confirmed my metal head status, got totally legless, gone to two major gigs and participated in a search party for a missing six year old girl, amongst other things.

It was certainly an eventful couple of years. I had indeed passed my exams this time round, albeit with the barest minimum grades, C’s throughout in Maths, German and Art. I actually left school on my 17th birthday, the one and only day I ever got drunk at school. I sneaked in a bottle of Apfelschnapps and sipped it all day. In hindsight, I think I am actually still at school because I don’t really recall coming home that day. Although it was my birthday, getting drunk wasn’t really the most sensible of things to do considering that I started work the next day.

Discounting my first job, a Saturday job at a Christian bookshop in Guildford, work was a wonderful new experience for me. I was graded as a C3 civilian and worked for the Army on the base in Dülmen. I was the Rations Storeman, keeping stock of all the foodstuffs required by the various Messes and the nursery school according to what was ordered. I would travel three times a week in a Bedford TK truck, with a German driver, to Münster to collect the rations, distributing the fresh stuff on the way back and putting the dry goods into stock in MY storeroom.

By day, my storeroom was a great place to be. No stress, unlike the jobs of modern day life…well, except when Captain Westbrook, the Quartermaster, did his weekly stock check, but even that usually went off without a hitch. Free food was also in abundance, courtesy of the jolly and rotund cooks of the Catering Corps. I earned money for counting food and life was good. I got to spend the wages whenever I wanted, and on what ever I wanted. Usually I spent around half of it on drink, food, girlfriends and general good times and then just wasted the rest. But at the age of seventeen, no transport and in a foreign country, there are limits to what is actually achievable in the pursuit of hedonism. Mostly we found ourselves in the local bar for drink and the ‘schnellie’*  for food.

*Schnell Imbiss – Fast service snack bar. Sort of an early German forerunner to McDonalds but much nicer. What I wouldn’t give right now for a Bratty or a Fricky!

During my time in Germany, although I do not recall exactly when it was, I had my first experience of meeting someone from my past. I never knew his name the first time round, because when you are ten you just don’t ask guitar playing demigods what their name is. I’ve been racking my brains to remember his name from then and also from this time in Germany but to no avail, so I shall just refer to him as Chris.

This time around, Chris was no longer a gangly guitar-playing teenager but a fully fledged soldier, complete with German wife and a very cute six year old daughter. I did not have much to do with him but vividly recall the moment that the memory of him surfaced, whenI asked him if he had ever been to Belgium and his resultant questions as to how I knew that. When I indicated his deformed finger and how I remembered his guitar playing in a Belgian forest, our acquaintance was acknowledged.

One night, sometime in early 1980, a bunch of us decided to go to the schnellie for a some quick food and a few beers. When we came out, we came out to general uproar in the English speaking quarters. Heidi, the adorable six year old daughter of Chris and his German wife, had gone missing earlier in the evening and simply everyone was getting ready to search for her. Needless to say we all made ourselves available and soon there were groups heading out in all directions with torches and whistles to search the surrounding areas. The local nursery school in Am Osthoff Strasse was seconded as the central coordination point and my CB radio was set up to keep in contact with those in cars equipped with CB too. The search went on long into the night with probably around two to three hundred people involved. But there was no sign or trace. The decision was made by the local authority late on in the night to drain the lake. With search all but called off, many involved had nothing more to do but await the result of the lake draining

It was probably around 2am when the level dropped low enough for them to see her body. No foul play was suspected but a huge pall of sadness descended. Heidi was a well known little individual, happy and bi-lingual, she had made an impression on many people, not least some of my group of friends who had been her baby-sitter on occasion. And now she was gone… her last moments a horrific mystery.

There was no music that night, nor for a few nights after. There was much self recrimination for we had encountered Heidi, playing alone in the street, on our way to the schnellie. And if I had a time machine, that single moment would be uppermost on my list of destinations. I didn’t have much more interaction with Chris after that. The community was in shock for several weeks and time just sort of whittled away until our departure from Germany in the June,


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11b – Richie? Oh Yeah! Graham Bonnet? Incredible Vocalist!

June 30, 2011 4 comments

If you were asked to name something memorable from your youth, an activity or occurrence as opposed to a specific object, person or event, I wonder how many would eventually come up with going to the cinema? The weekly Saturday morning matinee when you were real young, when you would burst out of the exit after the show and be blinded by the bright daylight and then re-enact the roles of the heroes and villains you’d just been cheering or booing, all the way home.

Or maybe when you were a bit older and you got to go to the Saturday or Sunday afternoon showings of movies more suited to your age than the kiddies matinees. And then, older still, you would maybe go out on a Friday or Saturday evening to see the latest blockbuster. If you were really lucky you might take a girl and even get to sit in the extra wide double seats in the back row. Such was life before VCR’s, DVD’s, SKY Box Office, LED TV’s and PC’s with their streaming videos and bit torrents off the interweb. The cinema was about as technological as it got and gave great entertainment. Unless of course you were an army kid, living in Dülmen, in Germany.

We had three choices. Well, four if you count ‘do nothing.’
One, visit the ‘cinema’ room on base. This was a room with rows of chairs, not seating mind but plastic stackable chairs, and a projector screen. They would occasionally play a movie on one of those big reel to reel movie projector things that flickered a lot and made a flapping noise as though it was about to take off. They had the audacity to refuse me entry to watch Saturday Night Fever once, because I wasn’t 18. Apparently it didn’t make any difference when I pointed out that they weren’t a cinema, although with hindsight it probably made it worse. But that was the first and only time I was ever refused entry because of my age.Two, visit the German cinema in town. Which, unless you spoke fluent German, was a waste of time because they dubbed every film with German voiceovers. The only time we ever went there was when Grease first came out. A whole bunch of us were very keen to see it and decided that the songs were the most important part so we would go and watch it anyway because it would likely be ages before we got the chance to see the proper English version. It was kind of strange seeing John Travolta and Olivia Newton-John speaking badly synched German but singing in perfect English. But we were happy. We had seen the movie.
And three…visit the English run cinema, showing English speaking films and full of English audiences. The only drawback was that it was, like most other stuff, in Münster, and therefore not a viable option. I only ever went once.

And that ‘once’ was courtesy of none other than dear old Bill Johnson who, a few months earlier, took a load of us to see the mighty Quo. I’m sure I’m not the only one that holds Bills memory in such high esteem. He truly was a likeable and affable guy with a wickedly dry sense of humour. He had one of those faces too, that could just pull an expression at which you could not fail to laugh. We used to laugh a lot when he was around, which made his choice of film all the more understandable.
Some time in either late 1979 or early 1980, Bill organized an outing for a small group of reprobates to the cinema in Münster to see ‘The Life Of Brian’ and my love affair with Monty Python was both instigated and consummated in one irreverent thrust.

Laugh? I almost wet myself. Up until that point in my life it was the funniest thing I had ever seen or heard and I have spent the last thirty odd years reliving it through countless re-runs of first, the VHS recordings, and then the DVD. I have yet to get the Blu-ray version. I have also adopted the end-scene song ‘Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life’  as my signature tune and indeed, a very recent clothing purchase was a t-shirt showing a line of crosses underneath those very words.

But from that day, I was a confirmed Python fan and I went on to truly appreciate their very special and unique brand of humour and, not least of all, their brilliant musical offerings. I hate buying compilation albums with a passion but ‘Monty Python Sings’ is an excellent accompaniment to any true aficionados’ collection, featuring many of their best known numbers from their catalogue of films such as The Meaning of Life and The Holy Grail, and also previous albums.

A few years later, when I sold off my vast vinyl collection, the only records I didn’t get rid of, apartfrom my 12” picture disc single of Freebird and the Diamond Head white label EP featuring Shoot Out The Lights and Am I Evil bought at their gig, was my Monty Python collection. And I still have them 27 years later.

Bill Johnson, RIP…thank you for releasing my humour.

But Bill’s influence on my awakening was not quite over. Just over a year after the magnificent and mighty Quo, we were once more in his company and on our way to the Hälle Münsterland again to see what would be the third gig of my life. This time it was to see a band featuring the guitarist from Deep Purple that had captured my imagination in Brussels when I bought their Stormbringer album. Richie Blackmore, one of THE ultimate guitar playing demigods that ever lived, actually left Deep Purple not long after that much maligned album and formed the much marveled Richie Blackmore’s Rainbow, or just Rainbow. In February 1980 the line up consisted of  Blackmore on guitar, Cozy Powell on drums, Roger Glover as bassist, Don Airey on keyboards and the awesome Graham Bonnet as frontman with the mic. Although Ronnie James Dio, whom Bonnet replaced,  would go on to greater things as a soloist I regret never having witnessed his participation in Rainbow.

We caught Rainbow during their Down To Earth promo tour. It’s a known fact that no two Rainbow albums featured the same lineup. The only constant being Richie Blackmore himself. A bit like the modern day Guns ‘n’ Roses and Axl Rose really. But like their modern day counterparts, their disjointed origins still managed to produce music of awesome proportions.

The only three songs of any note that spring to mind from the album are Since You’ve Been Gone, Lost In Hollywood and All Night Long. All these were played at the gig as was, I’m sure, Love’s No Friend and Makin’ Love. But as with most all Rainbow gigs, it opened with the immortal lines from the Wizard of Oz movie…oh come on.. you know the line, don’t make me say it.. let me just say Mr Bonnet let rip with Somewhere Over The Rainbow, after which we were treated to renditions of the likes of Kill The King, Man On The Silver Mountain, Stargazer, Catch The Rainbow and long Live Rock N Roll. Graham Bonnet was powerfully awesome to the extreme and Richie Blackmore was just a demigod. I recall standing spellbound as he played a solo, in darkness except for a single spotlight shining down on him. He used his highly polished Stratocaster to reflect the light around the audience while he was still playing. Someone in the crowd got impatient and threw a bottle at him which actually bounced off the guitar. The demigod didn’t even flinch, although if looks could kill he would have been still languishing in a German prison, but he sure as hell reflected those beams right at the bottle throwing perp, like he was Luke Skywalker having a barney with his dad.The Rainbow gig was not as energetic as the Quo spectacular, but it was far more immersive and went an awful long way toward my appreciation of epic rock tunes. I can still, almost word perfect, sing Stargazer at full blast and literally enjoy doing it. Next step is to sing it while playing it on my guitar.

Rainbow. I loved you then, and love you still.

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11a – Bill, Caroline, Johnny, Rick, Francis, John, Alan and Me.

June 22, 2011 2 comments

The end of the Seventies signified much more than just the end of a decade. For me it was a turning point, not only of my adulthood, for I turned 18 in 1980, but also of my musical bias and my humour threshold. And much of this, well the music and the humour at least, was down to one man, dear old Bill Johnson.

Bill was one of a kind. He was a soldier, with a family, and lived in somewhere Dülmen along side the rest of us. He was also one of a special group of people that gave up their spare time, for free, to help out with the various activities laid on by the Youth Club. Although with Bill, and I may be wrong but it’s just the impression I got, he went one step further with these particular occasions and actually organized everything.

February 6th 1979 is/was an auspicious date in my life. You, the avid reader, will have already learnt of my growing appreciation of all things Quoesque.. well this date would prove to be the zenith of my awakening, from which I would emerge as a full blown, head-banging, mind-numbing, foot-stomping, 12 bar boogie boy, no nonsense, denim-clad, Quo fan for life.It was just another of those occasions that you take for granted when you’re young. It didn’t matter who organized it, who the bus driver was, who had to give up spare time, what the actual cost was (apart from our tickets) and so forth,,, it just didn’t matter.. we were going to the Hälle Münsterland, to see the mighty Quo!

T-shirts, Doc Martens and denim were in abundance, as was long hair. There was a lot of English youth there that had traveled in from all over the area like we had, but I think there was probably more Germans there, but strangely enough, it was hard to tell the difference. At my first gig, the wonderful ELO at Wembley Arena the previous year, we had been guided towards row upon row of plastic seating, where audience participation had been limited to stand up or sit down. Hälle Münsterland was a whole new wonderful ballgame. And the whole idea of the game was to get as upfront and personal as you could because the closer you were to the front, the more pleasurable the experience would be. By the time the gig blasted off I was closer to a Fräulein than I would ever be. I never did get to see her face but she had the softest arse I’ve ever been crammed up against. Her boyfriend however had terrible BO, and I can’t say I was sorry when the natural swell of the crowd separated us forever. But I was still up near the front, hemmed in by a faceless denim mob, baying for their heroes

An easy cliché to use would be to say that I caught Status Quo at their peak but, over thirty years later, I don’t think they’ve yet reached it, although those halcyon years would be a close runner for the title. I was lucky enough to see the ‘original’ line up, long hair and all, of Rossi, Parfitt, Lancaster and Coghlan. A bit if research has shown that the gig kicked off with Caroline swiftly followed by Rollover Lay Down and then  Backwater. To say I was mesmerized would be an understatement.. this truly was what I was born to do. It wasn’t adulation, idolatry or even unctuous worship.. it was just goddam awesome and I lost myself to the noise of the atmosphere, the beat and the rhythm, the adrenalin of the applause, the proximity of heat and the gasp of cool air as you stretched your neck upwards, the luxury of a split second of space to move as the crowd surged, the cocktail of mingling odours and the fantastic visions of the light displays. And. The. Music.This was also about the time that Rick Parfitt possibly recognized me from a previous existence. As is the norm with rock gigs then, and these days, the band usually explode into action with a blistering entrance of noise and light and let rip for two or three songs. Then they catch their breath and say hello to the crowd and engage in a little banter etc. Francis Rossi of the Quo was a master of this and would usually start this session off with a loud ‘Ello!  This would result in numerous responses from the crowd to which he and the band would reply with various gestures or spoken words of greeting or recognition. This night was no exception. After the third or fourth song they had a breather and Francis did his thing and the crowd did theirs. Just as everything was settling back down in readiness for the next song that Francis was introducing, I leapt upwards as high as I could and shouted at the top of my voice Hello! just as Rick Parfitt happened to be looking in my general direction as he surveyed the crowd of expectant faces. He acknowledged my upward appearance and exclaimed ‘Ello! And I haven’t washed since.The thing about Quo, ‘though is their unerring commitment to touring and putting on shows for their fans, Admittedly their tours always seem to coincide with yet another album release, such is the way of the music hype market these days, but back in those days things weren’t much different. The show in Münster was but just one date on their European “If You Can’t Stand The Heat’ tour to promote the 1978 album of the same name. This was a pretty lackluster album, let down in the first instance by its unimaginative cover and then more so by the songs on it. Perhaps they felt this way about the album too, deep down, for they only played three songs from it at various points in the play list. Namely, Gonna Teach You To Love Me, Like a Good Girl, and Oh! What A Night. The rest of the list was comprised of the old skool favourites that still set the house alight today… Rain, Roadhouse Blues, Big Fat Mama, 4500 Times, Down Down and the inevitable ultimate encore farewell, Bye Bye Johnny. This was the Quo that I would love from that day forth

Needless to say, it was around this time that my record collection was swelled with the additions of such albums as Blue For You, Hello, Live!, Piledriver and Quo to name a few, although I could not, and still can’t bring myself to buy every album in their extensive back catalogue, but give me a ticket and I’ll go to see them Again and Again, ‘cos The Party Ain’t Over Yet.

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10b – You Wanted The Best And You Got It

June 18, 2011 1 comment

Of course, whilst all this boogieing went on every Friday, we still had a week of school to get through beforehand, and at school I was able to make more friends that I would only ever see at school. Due to the nature of the British Army On the Rhine (BAOR), their military presence was spread throughout Germany so the schools had quite large catchment areas with the pupils being bussed in from miles around. Our particular journey was around thirty miles and easily added a couple of hours onto each day. It was therefore possible to live anywhere from five or ten miles up to anything like eighty to a hundred miles away from some of your mates and school really was the only place you ever got to see them, unless there was the occasional Youth Club exchange visit. One exception to this rule was my friend Kev. Actual name Kevan, not Kevin, but preferred Kev.

Kev lived in Münster itself and he is responsible for three quite significant things in the year I was at school with him.
First and foremost, and most heinous, it is he who shall be ever cursed for bringing Jeff Wayne’s War Of The Worlds into the common room. I think he possibly owned the record player too, which is probably why changing the record was a bit taboo, but for some reason whoever was in the room would always put that record on. Over and over. I can hear it now, in my mind. It drove me insane then and still does now. I mean, the chances of memories coming from then are a million to one, but still they come! Although, deep down, I grudgingly accept the musical genius of the album, I just refuse to own it.
Kev’s second contribution to my musical enlightenment was to let me co-DJ with him. He had some actual disco equipment, decks, lights, mics, speakers etc, plus an admirable collection of records. It wasn’t a huge set up but there was enough to put on a presentable show. We even cultivated an image to go with it. Based very loosely around the characters from A Clockwork Orange we would dress in white jeans, black shirts, braces, Dr. Martens and a red bowler hat. We named this exciting new trendy style, Tryndale. Sadly, we seemed to be the only two dedicated followers of this fashion.

At one particular event, a wedding reception for one of the junior ranks, things were going well. One of the guests was extremely inebriated and was staggering all over the dance floor. Sensing it was time for a breather, Kev spoke the immortal line, We’ll buy a drink for anyone that dances to this. As the track faded in, the dance area cleared in seconds, except for the drunk who stumbled around the deserted floor, dancing with his pint and spilling it everywhere. It was the first time I heard this song and it will always remain synonymous with that precise moment. The song was Easy Livin’ by Uriah Heep and unless you know it, you need to listen to it to appreciate how fast it is. Needless to say, Kev dutifully bought the guy a pint who quietly passed out a short while later, and the disco boogied on.

The Toc-H van used to come to am Osthoff every Sunday afternoon. Toc-H is a charitable organisation with soldiers recreation and welfare at heart. One of the services they used to provide was a mobile shop that sold all things imaginable from inside the back of a large van. It used to do its rounds every weekend, visiting all the military housing estates in a large area. As it happened, Kev was the assistant on the van that came our way. Too young to actually drive, this was his weekend job, the wages a handy supplement to fulfil his DJ aspirations

One Sunday the van turned up as usual. In no rush and in no need of anything from it I just sauntered toward it to chat with Kev as he stepped from the cab. But he rushed past me into the back of the van and quickly back out of it again before the driver/shopkeeper had even got to the back from the other side. Here, have this. You should listen to it. He thrust a shiny silver square thing at me and disappeared back into the van to carry out his duties, leaving me perplexed in the middle of the street, clutching ill gotten gains.
Kev had just introduced me to the hottest band in the world. I was holding Double Platinum, the first Greatest Hits compilation by a strange looking group called KISS. And like the junkie after getting his first fix for free, I was hooked. The following week when the van came again, perhaps with a modicum of guilt, I legally bought Alive II (much better than Alive! apparently). And in the following months I added more KISS to my collection whenever funds could cover it. Albums such as Destroyer, Hotter Than Hell, Love Gun, Dressed To Kill, Alive! (eventually!), Kiss, and even Dynasty all became much treasured pieces of my ever growing collection.
I became a confirmed KISS freak. My most cherished purchase, from a record store in Dülmen town, were the solo albums that each of the band members produced in 1978. What made these extra special was that I had managed to acquire the picture disc version of each one. Gene, Ace, Peter and Paul in all their makeup and glorious technicolour etched into black vinyl. That set of four albums were one of the most prized possessions I ever owned. My utter appreciation of Kiss was fairly short lived in the greater schism of things. 1979 until sometime around ‘81/82. I had just discovered (been introduced to) them too late in their career. In 1980 they released Unmasked and it was all over from there on in but that period of three or four years contained an incredible amount of likeability for their music. My adulatory fandom culminated in a fancy dress competition at Hamm Youth Club (one of the aforementioned YC exchange visits). Four of us went dressed as members of KISS, me as Peter Criss. The reactions we received were incredible and the whole night was absolutely amazing. Unfortunately there were not enough prizes to go around and it had been decided to have a best Boy and best Girl prize. Whilst our costumes were without a doubt the best we were not allowed to walk away with it. Luckily, with a very artistic piece of chest makeup (make your own mind up from the photo), my sister Jo, dressed as Paul Stanley, won the best Girl costume but it was on behalf of the whole group. There is a picture of her somewhere, proudly displaying her (our) prize, of a ladies wristwatch. Strangely, we never did take it in turns to wear it. Best Boy went to some mummy dude wrapped in bandages for chrissakes! But what a night it was. We were superstars for the night.

And all thanks to my mate Kev.

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10a – Across The Crowded Disco Room

June 18, 2011 2 comments

Life as a 6th Former, in my last year of general education, was an idyllic existence, spoilt only by the occasional lesson and an overdose of Jeff Wayne. But it proved to be one of the most memorable periods of my teenage years.
Having passed only four of the eight ‘O’ Levels I had sat back in Woking, it was deemed necessary to resit three of them at school in Germany. The main cause of this decision was my failure in Mathematics. Being one of the three ‘R’s I couldn’t not finish my schooling without an acceptable grade and this meant a C or above. The ‘E’ that I had received earlier would simply not do. So my main focus was set on Maths, with Art and German as secondary subjects. With only three subjects in which to have lessons, I had a lot of free time which was spent in the 6th Form Common Room.

And it was quite a room. Comfy chairs around the walls, tables for resting your arms, or head on and a record player. The atmosphere was invariably nicotine flavoured smog and there was usually a minimum of three or four students there at any one time, actively being common. Of the three or four, two would always be Ozzie and Linda. No matter the day or the time, if you went to the common room you could more or less guarantee that Ozzie and Linda would be there, in the corner, canoodling. I don’t think they actually did any lessons. In fact, they seemed to be considerably older than the rest of us. I was only sixteen and not very mature in many ways, but those two seemed to be in their twenties at the least and in retrospect I suspect they were just hiding out, escapees from the reality of adult life. So I just left them to it and got on with my strange new life of little lessons and copious commonness.

Meanwhile, back at the homestead in am Osthof in Dülmen, social life was looking up. The gods had looked down and taken pity on me. Back in Guildford I had gone to an all boys school and had lived in a secluded cul-de-sac, away from the maddening crowd, where there were only seven other families in residence. I obviously knew what a girl was, I just didn’t actually realise how many there were. Until I got to Germany. Now I was surrounded by them almost to the extent I couldn’t go anywhere without bumping into one or more of them. They were everywhere, from living next door and across the road to round the corner and down the street. Hells belles, my sister even brought them home! And to top it all, every Friday night, we were herded onto base to attend the weekly Youth Club D.I.S.C.O. where I could dance with them. The gods were indeed smiling at me. Although I think I heard the occasional snicker as well because, as the old adage about horses and water springs to mind, I still didn’t really have a clue what to do with them!

The weekly disco was, without a doubt, the most fun we had all week. It was a proper disco set up, coloured flashing lights, strobe, swirling bubble effect on the ceiling and walls, huge speakers and all topped off with a twin deck record layer with a slider button for fading one song out and another in whilst talking over it with a microphone.. But the best part was that it was left to us, the youths, to operate it all and to keep the place rocking and jiving. Which we did quite admirably. The Club possessed its own collection of 7” singles of which there were ample to choose from. Barry, the YC leader (and father of the girl next door) used to grab every single in the top 40 whenever he went back to the UK on leave. So, while our play list was finite, it was certainly extensive.

I’ve had to resort to asking for help with remembering some of the catalogue. Still being in touch with several friends from that time helps and they have come up with many songs that I’d forgotten. What follows is a small cross section of the music that was popular at the top of the Seventies. This is what we bored teenagers gyrated and smooched and rocked and rolled and jived and boogied and danced and bumped and grinded to.. Amy Stewart Knock On Wood, Bee Gees Stayin’ Alive, Chic Le Freak, Edwin Starr Contact, Gloria Gaynor I Will Survive, M Pop Muzik, Donna Summer Hot Stuff, Patrick Hernandez Born To Be Alive, Anita Ward Ring My Bell, City Boy 5-7-0-5, Dan Hartman Instant Replay, Boney M Rivers of Babylon, Brown Girl In The Ring, Kenny The Bump, Village People YMCA, In The Navy, Songs from Grease,  Golden Earring Radar Love and of course, a multitude of Status Quo songs. The list goes on and on for many more, too many for here, but thanks to Paul, Donna, Pam, Jo and Barry for your memories.

The Youth Club was obviously not the be all and end all of our disco experiences. There were other venues, other opportunities. One daring alternative for those old enough was the German disco in town. After much brain racking it’s been decided it was called the Tenne, pronounced ‘tenner’. This was a place where trouble could find you and where many of us ‘youths’ rarely went. What the YC did was to instil in us all an inherent urge to dance and have fun. The urge certainly never left me. I’ll get up and boogie to anything these days…I’ve always had the rhythm and I’ll never lose it. And if I keep telling myself that, then I’ll eventually believe it, just like everyone else. The late Seventies produced so much good music that was enjoyable disco-dancing sounds back then, but still invokes involuntary foot-tapping and muscle-twitching  today.


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9 – Guten Morgen Deutschland!!

June 5, 2011 9 comments

When I was seven, I was living in Cyprus. Amongst the many memories I still have from that time are the trips we used to go on in dads old Morris Traveler car, all around the Cyprus country side. And of those trips, the thing that springs to mind most was the singing. Whether or not the car had a radio I really can’t recall, although I doubt there would have been much worth listening to, considering our location. So on the long trips, the four of us used to sing such delights as ‘She’ll Be Coming Round The Mountain’ and ‘In The Stores.’ If we got really desperate, we would occasionally burst into ‘Ging Gang Gooley Gooley’  or the one who’s title eludes me but ends something like ‘..catsanella bogen by the sea.’  But we enjoyed it, and it kept us occupied, because lets face it, bored kids on a long car journey is just asking for trouble.

 Fast forward about ten years. The distance from Brussels, Belgium to Dülmen, Germany was about 150 miles and probably took us around three to four hours, in a FIAT 124 of all things. Perhaps there was no radio and perhaps we were the English von Trapps singing our way across Europe. I prefer to think I sat moodily on the back seat, studying the passing scenery in quiet contemplation of my imminent new life. Perhaps we did sing and I have mentally blocked it for I have no recollection whatsoever of that journey except for our arrival at our new home in Dülmen. Or perhaps I’m suffering from post-traumatic stress because the reason I remember our arrival so well is that on exiting the car I reached back through the open door to retrieve my jacket at the precise moment my sister decided to close the door, with my arm still inside. My first words uttered on German soil were raw Anglo-Saxon.

 We had arrived in am Osthoff. It was the main area of military accommodation for English families in Dülmen. Running almost the length of the street down the left hand side was a continuous terrace of houses, staggered into rows of three. About half way down was ours, No. 12. On the other side of the road, going off at right angles were four more terraced rows of five blocks of two houses each, making a total of about fifty houses for the families of the NCO’s (Non Commissioned Officers). At the far end of the street was some of the Officers housing comprising another six abodes. A short walk through a recreational area of kids swings and slides took you to an area of apartment blocks where there was probably somewhere in the region of another one fifty to two hundred housing units. What this all boiled down to was an enclave mentality. This is where we had to live, like it or not. All English, piled in next door to each other and surrounded by Germans and all things German. There was no class or cultural differences, no north-south divide and there was certainly no pressure to conform to one particular ideal, whether it be sport, music or political orientated. We were all there due to forces beyond our control where everyone knew almost everyone else, and we were accepted regardless.

At the entrance to am Osthoff, facing down the street, was the NAAFI (Navy Army Air Force Institutions). This marvelous establishment was basically a supermarket that sold a little of everything from daily groceries, electrical goods, alcohol and cigarettes (both of which you needed a ration card to buy) and, most importantly, it sold records.

Within the first two weeks of our arrival I had visited the NAAFI and, flying the flag of eclecticism at full mast, bought Blondie’s Parallel Lines and Black Sabbath’s Never Say Die, both of which were new releases that month. Into the basket also went the eternal Bat Out Of Hell  by Meatloaf, which had been released almost a year earlier but was still riding the charts.


When I bought those albums, I think maybe I was sending out signals. Here I was, the new kid in town but hey, I’m into good music so I’m cool. Maybe that was the subliminal message anyway, but the albums were awesome. Parallel Lines was Blondie’s second album, featuring such classics as Heart Of Glass  and Hanging On The Telephone and represented my lingering affinity with the punk generation. Blondie weren’t really punk but they rose to fame riding high on the new wave of punk inspired groups, helped along in their popularity amongst the male teen demographic in no small way by the presence of the gorgeous wet-dreaminess of Debbie Harry.

The same, however, could not be said about Marvin Lee Aday, or Meatloaf as he was better known, but boy could he sing! The album did not fit into any particular genre. It was just what it was but it was one of the most popular records ever. In the UK alone it stayed in the charts for a massive 474 consecutive weeks (a feat only surpassed by Fleetwood Mac’s Rumours with 478) and still sells over 200,000 copies a year today. The absolute energy and power generated by his singing was almost hypnotic and the lyrics just had to be learned and sung along to whenever the record was played.

And lastly, the Sabbath album. Their eighth, but my first, and the last to feature Ozzy. He had actually quit the band before it was produced but returned after some of the tracks had been written with, coincidentally, Dave Walker of Fleetwood Mac fame, but refusing to do those songs until they were rewritten. But Never Say Die was, I felt, the death knell for Sabbath. Once an original member leaves a band, it is never really the same again, especially when it’s the singer. And that’s how it was with Sabbath. I never bought another record of theirs after that one, but have often added one of their earlier ones to my collection as and when the opportunity to buy one arose. The album did however accelerate my appreciation of all things metal.

There were two major occurrences that started within those two weeks of arrival too. The first was school. As previously mentioned, I had sat my GCE ‘O’ Levels back in the 5th form at Woking, but I had only passed four of the eight I sat, namely English Literature and Language, History and Geography. I failed French, Art, German and Maths. I had to go back to school to resit them, if only just for the Maths. But I decided to retake Art and German as well. And so I became a 6th former. The elite. The pinnacle of classroom status. And the subject of a future chapter.

The other was Friday nights, which we soon learned, were the nights when all available youths between the ages of 12 and 18 were rounded up and herded aboard an army issue bus and then transported onto the base, to attend the weekly Youth Club. And the mainstay of any YC night, as any teenager should be able to tell you, was D.I.S.C.O.

I was about to be plunged back into pop purgatory, but this time  I already had my lifeljacket on. I went in with eyes wide open knowing that what I was experiencing every Friday night was what had to be done.

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8 – Time Travel Is Just A Tangent Off Of A Thought Process

May 28, 2011 2 comments

Before I go any further, I feel I need to take you with me on a brief tangent of a journey, back through the hazy mists of time, to a place of childhood innocence where nothing mattered.
Come with me, back to Belgium again, to the summer of 1971.

We moved to a small town called Herentals, not far from Antwerp. This was dads latest posting and although it was only to last just over a year I have many vivid memories from this time even though I was only nine or ten. This one concerns the inception of cognitive awareness of all things musical.

Such was the military way that when you moved somewhere you very likely knew somebody that was already there. The army moved its people around in a finite world so meeting up with people you had previously met was bound to happen often. That’s how it was for dad anyway. He was still working his way up through the ranks but he had made a lot of friends and acquaintances on the way and on arriving in Belgium it soon became apparent that he wasn’t a stranger here. It turned out that the wife of one of dads old squaddie buddies was the Akela of the local Cub Scout pack for us army kids, and it just so happened that their summer camping trip was just about to set off. Without so much as a by your leave, I was sent off to camp with a load of kids I’d never met before.

Once we arrived, it wasn’t so bad. It turned out we weren’t actually camping out under canvas. We were in what seemed like a huge old chateau type building and most of us boys were in a large dormitory bedroom. It was a very loud and chaotic experience, but we soon settled into a routine for the few days we were there. The chateau was set deep in a forest, somewhere in the Belgian outback. I really do not have a clue where we were, but it was great fun. We were right at the edge of a large lake in the middle of this forest. We used to run through the trees and around the shore of the lake just shouting stupid stuff for which we would be admonished by Akela. One day as we ran around, we came across a dead frog. Not dead as in died, but dead as in killed. It had been skewered to the ground with a sharp twig and we were perplexed as to who could have done it, or even why. Perhaps this trip was meant to be more intuitive than I ever imagined.

 It turned out we were not alone in the forest. The whole area was actually crawling with boys from various scouting organizations that had come from far and wide for a Jamboree. But we just carried on running around the lake and shouting stupid stuff, although a little quieter than before. Then one day, toward the end of the week, I had my first ever meeting with a guitar playing demigod.

Running through the trees, unable to see what was ahead, we almost ran into someone. He was sitting cross legged, back against a tree trunk, and he was playing a guitar. I remember him vividly, short blond hair, thin face with high cheekbones but most noticeably he had deformed fingers on one hand where his index and middle fingers were fused together. But he was playing guitar, and very well too. It was just such a random occurrence and totally unexpected. He was probably about 15 or 16 and obviously with one of the scout groups, but playing there in the forest he was alone. I think we engaged in some small talk whilst he strummed some more sounds from his strings, but we soon tired of it and were off again. I didn’t see him again that week.

Indeed, I wouldn’t see him again for a good few years. But with the retrospective introspection previously mentioned I have come to the conclusion this ‘chance’ encounter was pre-ordained.

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